October 2011
96 posts
almost a week
im so disgustingly sick. why is this happening now? i cant do hsc tomorrow, ever again. pray to god a miracle happens
lost count.
i am tired but happy. and grumpy. i dont know what i want! i want everything. now. i thought about you last night, and thought how it used to be. bring on night three!
I'm in love with this girl called tash, i just really admire her and want to be ust like her
day 6.
today was harder than i thought. i want so much now but i just cant have it all, not now anyways. i studied for 5 hours on and off and feel pretty alpha for it. you wont leave my head and i tried to listen to josh pyke today and almost burst out in tears. thinking you had left for almost good, but i want to feel you against me. this is almost terrible. but i’m a strong person, stronger than i thought i could ever be. i want to kiss michael and the things i would do to that body, damn.
“I don’t know when we’ll see each other again or what the world will be like when we do. We may both have seen many horrible things. But I will think of you every time I need to be reminded that there is beauty and goodness in the world. ”
—Arthur Golden - Memoirs of a Geisha (via col-legno)
“As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a girl will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the “coulda, shoulda, woulda,” buckle up and just keep going.”
—Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City (via christinachaos)
day 5.
so i have done my maths exam, and you’re still here, in my mind, but slowly leaving my heart. i now have another formal date, yay. i’m going to study my little bot off and go to gym and get fit ! healthy.
but i miss you.
I had the worst dream. You were already having sex with new girls. An asking you’re friend for more condoms right in front of me. I hate this!
I really should have studied more. I really should have done a lot of things but I didn’t. And life still moves on…
