so, today, i, bronte, got a job. about fucking time i got a full time job. BUT…it’s commission based, awkward. but the up side is, if i work hard, there is no real limit to my income :) it is in parramatta, which is a trek from mine via public transport BUT not far to drive…ideally i want to move over the over side of the hills and be near my friends and closer to this job...
did you actually block me on facebook? you couldn’t bare to look at my face again? you had to get away that fast? delete and block me out of your life like this never even happened? i didn’t even go to my second interview today because of you.
I fucking hate you.
i am going to miss the sex. i am missing your body on mine. i miss your skin, your eyes, your smile. i miss you. i dont know what you are thinking.
There isn’t much to say about what is happening in my life at the moment. I hurt, I cry and feel weak yet at times I feel my emotions are on a regular beat. This was going to happen. You were not going to keep this going. And I knew as soon as I heated those few words, I had to leave. I had to be a quitter for the right reasons because not quitting with this would have destroyed me. I left...
I’m not even sure what this is about anymore
I have strong gut feelings about this. This has occurred before and it’s a danger sign. Now is this time that I make smart decisions, not the same ones I made before.
Would be nice if you spoke to me…
No one hold me down like you do sweetheart You keep doing that, I keep doing this We’ll be alright in the end Trust that We put the us in trust, baby Let’s go
I try and try to get things right, then all is going right, I manage to fuck things up all over again and I crumbled and fall right back to the start. No body understands how much it hurts to ruin things. Not only my own things but other people’s things. Everything ruining everything. Is it seriously too much to ask for to have one whole day and one whole night of happiness? Is it really...